Chelsea

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2007-06-03T06:31:58Z

NEW LJ:

alwaysluvinsum1 @ 2007-05-15T22:35:00

2007-05-16T05:35:49Z

Thank God, school's almost out. I feel like dump though, I'm going to seriously miss all my babies. We're growing up wayyyyy to fast. :( I still feel like I'm 10, but with a car and finals.

alwaysluvinsum1 @ 2007-05-12T12:10:00

2007-05-12T19:12:08Z

I'm in Pinetop right now and it is actually really nice. I'm studying for finals which I have never done. My mom and I are getting along which doesn't happen very often. We saw Georgia Rule last night and it was really good. I'm sure I'll be getting into a lot of trouble for using my mom's computer thought. Ahh well. She's home. Finally..

alwaysluvinsum1 @ 2006-11-07T21:43:00

2006-11-08T04:43:30Z

MMM FUN TIMES! :D

The Polio Panic

2006-03-10T00:55:07Z

We own it. And, it's snowing. Spring break in the snow. YAY. I got the new TKK name. :D HAHA. I got a FOB mag today. And went to Jamba with Bethany. And Warehouse. I don't really like it there. EEEEEP! Tomorrow! :D

Catchup;;; LONG.

2006-02-18T03:25:04Z

This week has been stressful and long. The internet has been down for a few days. For about 3 seconds it's up and then it's down again. I'm done with my persuasive essay. HA. I bet I'm going to get an D-F on it. I hope not, but I'm not expecting anything better. I really slacked off. This whole week I have. I only did 1/4 Spanish assignments. In Webb, I received a failing grade in my progress report. On the Bio Exam, I wasn't doing so hot on that either. But niether did too many others... Math I got B's on my test/three quizes. Health, we got to sleep all week. I love it. We talked about dreams and sleeping patterns and such. Today, after school, I went to Nikki's with Corey. We all started to day. Lovely, I know. We jumped on the trampoline, went to the mall for bra shopping and jeans. Dropped them both off at a lacrosse dinner and Corey's mom dropped me off at my house. Paige is gone. Snowboarding. Lucky her. She has the same phone as me. Again. I got a pair of sunglasses today. I like them, but I haven't shown my mom yet. She'll make me take them back.
Tomorrow night is Coronation. AHSKF! So many people have changed their plans on me. I'm getting really mad at people for the littlest things over it. Everyone wants me to do everything and its hectic.. There is going to be 6 of us in the Escalade/limo inside car. :] It's going to be fun. Then, 12 of us are going to the Olive Garden to eat dinner. :]]] Then, hopefully, arrive late to the dance, ends at 11:30, go to bed and then who knows.
Taste of Chaos is tonight. Mir, Kell, Shmitty, Charlie, and Kirsten are going? I'm glad I'm not going. I really am not into that music anymore and Mir was surprised when I told her that. Me, Kell, and her are starting up a jackoff band where Miriam is going to pull things out of her ass and play guitar. HA. She came up with this great song the other night about the three of us. It's called "Remember That Day We Tied Chris Up To A Chair And Put Make-Up On Him?" haha. About the Golden Days with us. I'm really excited. Our friendship will be re-ignited with this. We are looking for a keyboard though and no one seems to have one... hahaha.
Goddamn, I love those girls.
Life is going okay. I'm not getting enough sleep, so I hope to make up a lot of it on Monday. NO SCHOOL. :]
I hope everyone has a dandy weekend.
Like anybody reads these; they're so longgg.

I'm Ready

2006-01-15T09:01:19Z

I have this really bad cough where I am actually coughing up stuff. It's really gross and I can't stand it. I don't know why I am up this late when I have to get up in 4 hours for the PF Changs Rock And Roll Marathon. I had this Disney Movie Night tonight with Bethany and Ashley. Everyone else couldn't make it. But it was still fun. :] We got the 5-5-5 deal from Domino's and we all got our own pizza; it was great. We watched both the Lion Kings and some Sabrina after. This week was kinda eh. I went to the JV and Varsity boy's soccer games against MDN instead of seeing goodbyetomorrow. I don't know if I regret it or not. Neckbeards is officially shut down. Closed. Dead. :[ It's really sad. Pat told be before 7th on Thursday. It ruined my day. :[ TKK's show next week is now at a church in Tukee. I hope I can still go. I really need to for the boys. ESTK was added. w00t! ha. I love them. ER;lkJOEIW I don't know what I'm going to do now. NB was the only place my mom would let me go to because they didn't serve alcohol. She knows the Clubhouse serves it because back in the day D28 played, she sat down with a beer in her hand because she didn't want to leave me all alone... The Real Bar; self explanatory. I guess we'll have to see.
Friday was a half day and Hoyt and I went to Einsteins and then came back here to make cookies, peanut butter ones. They were ehhh... It was her first time making them and she made a mess and forgot to put an egg in so we had to do that last but they still turned out okay.
I probably should be getting more sleep than what I have been lately. No homework this weekend. Monday; hopefully I'm spending with Karl. I love him so much. And tomorrow, TK, Ashley and maybe Brandon. haha. I'm not sure though. W00P! Yay for 3.5 day weekends. MMHMM.
Oh yes, I love when I find 1390 songs on my computer and get to listen to them after not being able to for seven months. :] Seriously. One Thousand, Three Hundred, Ninety.
Goodnight journal.

TODAY: MISSING ALTA MIRA

2005-12-16T23:08:21Z

TODAY: My mom and me, we dropped Karl off at his house. In Alta Mira; AKA: my old neighborhood where I grew up. I almost started crying from all the memories I had there. Its hard going back, knowing that his house is literally across the street from where I spent 12 years of my life. I feel like I can just walk home. Like we needed to park in the garage and he could just walk across the road to his house. The kids I used to watch and play with sold their house. :[ I used to fly kites with them.. I seriously do want to move back there. Go back to my same old house. I miss it. And the Sailor Moon pretendings. And when the three of us musketeers all lived in the same hood. And spent no joke at least 3 hours together everyday. I miss it all. And the park. errrr. Kelly or Karl, can I move in with you?

Love, Chelsea

hes dumb

2005-12-13T07:33:16Z

eric is gay. i dont like him right now. eric h. he makes me so angry. i dont understand why he cant answer his phone. why does he even have it? it should be the cydney only hotline. als;djfoweir gahh.

young life was great tonight. trev made fun of my kid meal. i saw an inch and a half long scorp. scured me. christmas lights. katiecakes sang and played the keyboard. i needed a boy to be with me. she was beautiful... as usual. bethany, katie, me, ashley, kelly and who ever else, were going to have a disney night. it will be amazing. :] karl came tonight too. it was fun. even though he was really tired.

troy today said the funniest thing ever to me tonight. he was giving the dogs medicine and he goes chelsea, do you take medicine for add? i ask him if he even knows what that is. he replies with, it means youre crazy. goodness gracious. i love him so much. and that might be why. but whatever. you gotta love the ten year old brother.

<3

all my friends are getting angry with each other. i dont understand why. they come to me and im like, well, would you be mad if they did it to you? and they say, well, uhh, yeah, i guess. and then they appologize. this is the season to be happy, not angry with the people you love. dont be afraid to put yourself in their situation. it could help out a lot.

i love being out of the house. a lot. like this last weekend has been. i didnt want it to end.
♥

PS: i need someone who i can:
go snowboarding with.
spend new years with.
listen to death cab with.
talk with.
smile with.
make memories with.
be happy with.
miss after 7 minutes.
watch play TSA/local songs one the guitar.
listen to and feel good.
fall on my ass in front of them and have them laugh at me while im laughing.
:]

ANYONE?

if you are someone that i can do any of these things with; i would love to know.
thanks and goodnight.
<3

prayers.

2005-12-09T06:16:15Z

learned that michelle is in the hospital. car accident when she was in cali. either going to or from dance. in a coma. im so scared. lindsey told me after school. i want to seriously go see her. fuck music. she was a person that needs to have someone with her. im freaking out. i dont know what to do. i asked all my friends to pray for her today. i hope they do. she needs it. she cant be on life support. i need to find out more. i need to drive to cali and just stay by her side. and pray for her to wake up. i wasnt that close to her, but no one was. shes shy and didnt talk that much. dance was her passion and she was GOOD at it. this doesnt happen to someone i know right? thats what we say when were scared. but it does. its happening right now. to me. anyone who is reading this, just please, please, put michelle in your prayers. five seconds. thats all i ask.

also; my dad was going to chicago this morning. chicago and cleveland to be exact for the tempe diablos margarita parties they throw for the teams that are playing in the fiesta bowl. chicago is having a white out right now. my dads plane decided to not go to chicago, but cleveland and just stay there until they thought it was okay to go to chicago. he ended up waiting there for about an hour and then they headed back torwards chicago. when they were landing, they skidded for about half a mile. hes okay and no one on the plane was hurt, but my goodness, someone seriously could have gotten hurt. a flight from arizona that took off later today it landed, well not really. it skidded and kept going until it hit a busy street. 5 people were injured. im extremely happy that this wasnt my dads flight.

i just want this holiday season to be happy. i dont want to have to worry about going to a friends funeral or have my dad hurt. my dad is seriously my best friend. i dont know what i would do if i didnt have him here with me. he keeps me sane and he sticks up for me. he is my hero and i just wish him a safe trip. god bless. michelle, get well soon. ♥

thank you for reading this. please just take 10 seconds and pray for michelle and my dad. and if you want me to include anybody in my prayers, just let me know and i will. may god bless you andn keep you from harms way.

love, chelsea

BASICALLY.

2005-12-08T23:09:39Z

& if i could tell you one thing,
I guess it wouldbe that i love hearing your voice
&& that your smile just happens to brighten my entire day,
& those little things you do without even knowing it
Ryan; that was for you

People say hate is a strong word. Well so is love but people throw it around like its nothing.

OPEN YOUR EYES BOY
SHE ADORES YOU

When you ask me what i see in him, all i can do is smile, & say absolutely everything

i love you like a rockstar loves his guitar
IRONIC EH?

so, faith, and love remain; but the greatest of these is love."
-corinthians 13:13

ZACHARY HANSEN: maybe it doesnt mean anything to you anymore, maybe it never did. but it meant a lot to me, you meant alot to me & you still do. but either you dont know it or realize it. today. i tried to say hi. i know you heard it. but you just looked the other way. shame.

I WANT TO BE SOMEWHERE I CANT SEE THE ROADS.

2005-12-06T22:25:53Z

thank god for milad and eric.
milad; i just love him. he made me so relieved. i guess i just fucked things over with lindsey. not the rest. zacks just an ass now. whatthefuck. i dont know what i shall do about him. we have nothing to talk about anymore. :/ but milad. woah. i just lovelovelove him. :] haha he looks good in my glasses. haha. a;sdljoweir i still dont trust him drivin still but one day; we will go to that store and get 34 pairs of glasses. it will be amazing. :]

ericcc went last night. surprised me. i was way too hyper. asldjwoe hahaha. ashley got it on video. like woah. hahaha. dancedancedancesingsingsing. :] haha yl is fun now. more fun i should say. as long as kelly isnt on my ass. haha. nicknick and ronron showed up last night too. he got a bird. and he still has his alligator. yayay. haha.

today was good. <3 lets hope it lasts for the next 8 hours.

god; his music is like amazing! :]
ahhh jr is in history with me. hes soo nice. and wears this tight pokemon thing on his belt. its so cool. :] people are mean and are like ewwwww emo kid. because hes the only boy in that class who wears girl pants. haha. im like STFU! haha whateverrr.

i have a lot of thank yous.

2005-12-06T01:51:34Z

thank you for being just.thank you for telling me. thank you for talking. thank you for faith. thank you for telling and reminding me god is here with me. thank you for yelling at me to go golfing again. thank you for playing that one song that rips my heart out everytime i hear it. thank you for making me start up guitar again. thank you for the flyers. thank you for the bands i should check out. thank you for the mexican food you bought me. thank you for the otter pops you ate with me. thank you for the stories. thank you for the borrowed money. thank you for eating happy meals with me. thank you for singing along with me. thank you for the pee your pants stories while sitting in a squished jetta. thank you for the rolling on your knees laughing stories while at lunch. thank you for the rides to the mall.
thank you for the rides to young life. thank you for the rides where we rock out to madonna. thank you for being a friend. thank you for the pretend kisses. thank you for having a maccaw and an alligator at you house. thank you for the thoughts. thank you for caring. thank you for living two doors down. thank you for walking you home and then you end up walking me home and then we walk eachother half way then go our seperate ways. thank you for playing with kids toys with me. thank you for loving christmas as much as i do. thank you for kissing and not telling. thank you for not being a no it all. thank you for not knowing the answers. thank you for answering my questions. thank you for making me think. thank you for telling what will happen next. thank you for going to the movies with me. thank you for holding my hand during the scary parts. thank you for laughing when the scary parts were over with. thank you for the goldfishies.
thank you for trying. thank you for being. thank you for the shopping trips. thank you for getting me involved. thank you for telling me what i need to hear. thank you for living. thank you for my memories. thank you for being nice. thank you for compliments. thank you for the hugs. thank you for the kisses. thank you for the high fives. thank you for holding my hand because. thank you for the pony rides. thank you for the secret handshakes. thank you for the nicknames. thank you for actually meaning what you said. thank you for the time of my life. thank you for my life. thank you for painting. thank you for cooking. thank you for pitching. thank you for catching. thank you for batting. thank you for taking my place. thank you for standing up for me. thank you for fighting. thank you for not fighting. thank you for cheering for me. thank you for cheering me up. thank you for making it happen to me. thank you for the pranks. thank you for the 3 hour conversations about everything. thank you for calling when you are 3000 miles away from me. thank you for coming to visit. thank you for saying hi. thank you for making my day. thank you for the iPod during the last 3 hours of the day. thank you for making me cry from looking back. thank you for the homemade crafts. thank you for the homemade cookies. thank you for the lessons i learned from you. thank you for class notes. thank you for the homework i forgot to do. thank you for explaining. thank you for my happiness. thank you for being there. thank you for singing. thank you for helping. thank you for playing. thank you for reading. thank you for leaving. thank you for writing. thank you for loving. thank you for understanding. thank you for being yourself. thank you for laughing. thank you for speaking out. thank you for sneaking out. thank you for listening. thank you for goofy faces. thank you for smiles. thank you for music. thank you for chill mode. thank you for dressups. thank you for games. thank you for not fading away. thank you for not leaving. thank you for being my shoulder. thank you for the sounds that come out of your soul. thank you for the heart beat. thank you for the pictures. thank you for the color on the black and white. thank you for sleeping. thank you for teaching. thank you for learning.thank you for being you.

everyone should be included on this. just a thank you.

im down. i ruined and fucked it all up. i dont think it will ever be the same with us again. i am seriously crushed and i need them right now. i dont know how i could have do that to them. after all they did for me. dont get near me. i might betray you too. i am truly and deeply sorry for what i have done, and if i could, i would take it back in a second. and go back to how it used to be. where life was just perfect. and nothing wrong could go on. i love you so much. all six of you. originals. prince; i love you too. but no matter what, it will never be the same. i hope one day, things will be alright again.

no more.

2005-12-05T03:08:40Z

t A y LoR xx318 (8:04:26 PM): and the more ilike him im like convinsing myself he isnt that ugly …
t A y LoR xx318 (8:04:32 PM): even thoughhe kind of is
she said it for me. what i used to do. not anymore. ilytk.♥

ROCKETSSS :]

2005-12-04T23:55:23Z

lilgreekone66 (4:35:45 PM): haha :-) you're my fav.
haha. i love her. my nicole. ♥
today is good. yay for christmas. were setting up for it finally. :] 1/2 the garage is full of christmas decor. hehe.
me and mom found my baby clothes and blankets and everything. she almost started crying. it was cute. haha.
and 1/2 the tree is up. seriously. only the bottom half is done hahahaha. yay for fake trees. that are pre-lit too. :]]
madre and me actually kinda got along today. :]
i love god.

also this boy; tman, troyboy, tmonster, troybobwetpants, bubba, goober, troyrobert, troyrobertoooo. mi hermano. :] hes just too cute. hes going to grow up to be so handsome. :] i actually got out of bed to blow rockets off the ground for him. haha. i was like; T, do you really want me to go? he said yeah chelsssss, PLEASE? haha. i got dressed and we went to kiwanas today and flew rockets. one got on top of one of the ramada places and he had to get on my shoulders to get it, but i was too short so he got on dads shoulders and we finally got it. haha. i love rocketsss. :] they are sweet. ♥ cept the 3 stage one, it kinda broke. so dads going to super glue it on. it will NEVER come off. haha.

Favey Picture of HIM Eva. :]

Rocket Man&Rocket Boy[Building the 2 stage.]

Setting up.

About to launch.

Take off!!!!!

alwaysluvinsum1 @ 2005-12-03T14:36:00

2005-12-03T22:07:18Z

i think im going to teach classical guitar.
2 people the last 2 days have asked me to teach them.
im not going to do anything special.
unless they want to and i know how to do it.
just teach them how to read notes.
hoyt plays the piano, so i think shell pick it up quickly.
and she also has a classical guitar.
im just going to teach her on my acoustic since i dont have one.
but i really do want one.
molly, i dont know about her.
she has an acoustic.
i might teach her a few songs.
that i remember at least.
im asking for a keyboard for christmas.
i really want a piano, but we dont have a place that we could actually put it in the house.
theres really no space for it.
so im thinking a keyboard will be nice.
just to set up in my room. i have the perfect spot.
last night, while babysitting, i taught myself how to play the first noel on their piano.
and earlier, at hoyts house, she played the piano for me and i was seriously in HEAVEN.
it was amazing. :]
yesterday was fun. good times. hoyt me and lindsey went to einstiens then water and ice then subway then fazolis. haha. funfun. then we got kelly and walked to bahama bucks. spencer came and met us there. he left, we left, went to my house. listened to like 5 cartel songs. left to hoyts house, played pool, [i won, she won, i won, she won, i left.] played guitar, listened to piano, hoyt taught lindsey to play silent night. got offered to teach hoyt. one last game, i won. kellys mom picked up kelly and lindsey. hoyt walked me home; 600 yards. went to go babysit. kim, the mom, called me a bitch in the most loving way because i was getting skinny? i dont see it but whatever. the kids were amazing and quiet and no backtalk. there was probably a total of 100 words exchanged between us all. cool. taught myself first noel. it was amazing. :] im proud.

alwaysluvinsum1 @ 2005-11-30T23:35:00

2005-12-01T06:40:12Z

they didnt go tonight. to vegas. and they might not go on friday. im so sad. but im happy. but sad for them.
:[ but still. nothing can really bring me down. i just am sad for the boys. i know how much they were looking forward to this. poor loves. :[[
whatever though. NOT GOING TO BRING ME DOWN TONIGHT.
tk sucks at spanish. and shes got add to trying to teach it to her doesnt work.
a;lder gosh. hes so effing cute. i cant get over it. ima lamexx.
eric; on friday; hair=curly. yay. picture time bahaha. if you goes through with it.
alkfmikealoieis3upowcute.♥
my mom needs to give me a heater. for my room. 68 degrees isnt healthy.

alwaysluvinsum1 @ 2005-11-30T17:15:00

2005-12-01T00:24:51Z

i got my hair cut. i love it. :]
its cute. yay. 45 dollars didnt go down the drain for once.
yay. saw the dance show today. it was good. taylor had a solo and was in like every dance. same with shelby. it was good.
and i got this peppermint lip gloss from b&bw. its so amazing. haha.
i wore my long johns to school under my jeans. they kept me unbelievably warm. i want to get footsies. haha. that would be amazing.
tkk&troop are leaving/left today. i do hope they are safe. i told pat that like 93284 times today. haha. whatev though.
eeeee. i love my hair. love love love it. :]]] ♥♥

alwaysluvinsum1 @ 2005-11-29T23:58:00

2005-11-30T07:08:17Z

yay. mikes a cutey. ♥♥♥♥
favorite picture ever. crushhhh.

me and this boy might be going to the 10th together. lets hope he has his car back by then. i really miss him. he makes me smile like no other. :] its amazing.

he called me a foo today and i was OMKL. it was funny. almost pee my pants funny. haha.

i havent seen my bff in like 5 days. im going crazy. pathetic how she lives 2 doors down.

OH; i love chrismas. and i had to bring hot cocoa to school today. and i wore my turtle neck. it was very warm.

i get my hurr done tomarrow. bout time. at rolfs too. im excited.
dentist today too. no cavities. pretty teeth. i like how they ask me everytime if ive ever had braces. haha. nope. :]
my mom tried to make me upset today. it didnt work. so that means if she cant make me mad; no one can.

3 dollar shows are fun.

2005-11-29T06:57:04Z

tonight was amazing. ry woah. amazing. when is he not? hehe. okay. and then troop. gotta love them. :] i hope out picture turned out good. a;ldwe its so cute. mike me ash and slade. i just want the four of us. its cute. haha. im so lamexx for getting the poster signed. i see them all the time. haha. i have the cd signed. im just wierd. haha. alweo wow. mikes a cutey. when zach was singing; he kept going in front of me. and his crotch was in my face. kinda gross. since ilovehim l.m.b. anyways; it actually went through. and i am surprised to tell you the truth.

i got a tkk shirt. :] the orange one. and the troop poster. signed. haha. im dumb. haha. i know this. and i gave tkk 3894 quarters. for gas money i think? idk. ahha. i hope they were glad to see me.

i only ate once and katie found out and yelled at me for being on what she thinks is a diet? since when do you have to eat when you arent hungy? haha. what ever. she thinks them boys are cuties. hehe. it was cute. and i was really ready to smack a boy at wendys today for telling me what he did. not cool. a;sldwoei

carson and magg were there tonight too. it was fun. we sang. and i screamed. like spencer scream. and it was pretty cool on my part. haha. we had tkk sign maggs shirt. sweetsweet boys. :] ilovethem l.m.b. too. :]]

our picture with troop. i want it this moment. because me&mike look cute. and so do ash&slade. hehe. verygoodnight.
i love friends who drive. :]

sean is going by james now. wth? ive known him for the past 8 years as sean. im not going to start calling him fucking james. i tried jd. im going to forget. and hes going to have to forget that im not call him james, jd, jim, whatever. a;ldoier

goodnight.

alwaysluvinsum1 @ 2005-11-27T11:42:00

2005-11-27T18:52:07Z

loveing someone and being in love with someone are two totally different things. and at the moment, i love so many different things but am in love with nada. cept the caimbridge song ry gave to me and magg last night. i am in ♥ with it. :] its amazing. ry did a really good job with re-recording it. ry just makes me happy. hmmmm. yeah. this weekend was pretty boring. well, yesterday and friday were. thanksgiving was tight. i saw craig. and we dominated in pool. :]] friday was exciting for the two hours me and magg were talking. :] yesterday was good for the last 2 hours i was talking with magg and the 20 minutes i was talking with ry.
im getting my hair done at rolfs on wednesday. im excited. show tomarrow night. tkk♥♥&troop. i cant go. im bummed. :/ the tenth should be amazing though. :D of course. hehe. ima gunna sing along. maybe go up and sing with them. or just go up there and hum and let them sing. because i cant. haha. ohmygosh. michaela got a yellow 2000 mustang convertable; black top. that makes three friends with mustangs. hahaha. oh and im not getting katies car. :/ doesnt have enough room for snowboards or golfclubs. :// sad. because it was a cute car.

alwaysluvinsum1 @ 2005-11-25T23:04:00

2005-11-26T06:39:11Z

MISSPRINCESSFISH: if i had a car and could drive; wed be on our way rightnow.
MISSPRINCESSFISH: ;al waoeiur
lacrossegurl5: yess
lacrossegurl5: ma'ma
MISSPRINCESSFISH: haha. as;l WOW. :]
lacrossegurl5: :]
lacrossegurl5: im so happy
lacrossegurl5: i cant stop smiling
MISSPRINCESSFISH: ME TOO ME TOO!
lacrossegurl5: i wanan be like tkk will all of you marry us.
lacrossegurl5: hahahaaa
lacrossegurl5: :]
MISSPRINCESSFISH: haha
MISSPRINCESSFISH: id be like NO RYAN. WILL YOU MARRY ME? and can i have your babies shortly after?
lacrossegurl5: hehe
lacrossegurl5: me=PAT
lacrossegurl5: hahaaa
MISSPRINCESSFISH: and you would do that to pata;lsdfj
lacrossegurl5: ohh boyyyy. i love you
MISSPRINCESSFISH: you said it befor i could type it
MISSPRINCESSFISH: haha. samer here same here.
lacrossegurl5: hhahahaa
MISSPRINCESSFISH: :]]]]]]]
lacrossegurl5: yesss i have skills
lacrossegurl5: this is happy
lacrossegurl5: skfjalsdjsalkd :]
MISSPRINCESSFISH: hahaha yes you do
MISSPRINCESSFISH: ME TOO.
MISSPRINCESSFISH: million beats heart rate. :]
MISSPRINCESSFISH: ahhaha
MISSPRINCESSFISH: we should make up a song with that title about tonight. hahahahah
lacrossegurl5: yessss
MISSPRINCESSFISH: haha.
lacrossegurl5: ohhhhh jeez.
MISSPRINCESSFISH: there were these two girls who loved this band. and always wanted to touch their hands.
lacrossegurl5: who could help loveing them and wanted to marry them :]
lacrossegurl5: haha
lacrossegurl5: yess
MISSPRINCESSFISH: they one day found out that they would get big on mtv. so they called ryan and he made them see that no matter what; they would be, always and forever the number one fans
MISSPRINCESSFISH: haha. damn; thats good
lacrossegurl5: yeahhh boiiii
lacrossegurl5: :]
lacrossegurl5: haha
MISSPRINCESSFISH: thats so going into my lj. hahaha

wow. you have no idea how happy i am right now. im so proud of them. how far they have gotten. YAY. wow. i just aged 293 years my heart was pumping so fast. hehe. me and maggie♥ my sister for lyfe. tkk style. you probably dont even know what this is for. and im not going to say. hahaha. because it is just way too amazing. and you will freak out like i did when sissy told me. goodness gracious. yay. hehe. im so effing happy right now. i dont even know how to explain it. only maggie knows. we seriously got it confirmed and everything. by ry. and i dont even know how to describe it. its just so wonderful. i could go on forever rambling on about this. but it would be boring for you. hahaha. YES. YAY. ILYMAGGIE. THANK YOU. oh and since i dont do drugs or drink or anything of that sort, i have to say, this is my high. being happy for other people. :]]]]]]]]

Lost Canyon

2005-11-22T07:09:02Z

this weekend was undescribable. i had fun for the most part. met some amazing people. came closer to god. came closer to friends. lost my voice. im so happy i went. i cant even go into detail how happy i did. and what went on. its just one of those things you have to expierience yourself. cabin time on saturday morn' made me so depressed because from what john told us, we would not even be able to go into heaven to be with god. there was just no possible way. i had no idea what to do. i cant explain it. it was just like there was no point to me being here if i wasnt living for god, to be with him. then later on, after dinner, john said one word. ONE WORD: Jesus. i connected it so fast, it made kris and my heads spin. i dont know how i could have been so stupid not to connect it. jesus died on the cross for us so that it would be possible to get into heaven. just one of the things that i should have never forgotten, yet i did and i felt so relieved after i connected it. it made me so ticked off earlier that morning that i was living for god and then i get put down that i will seperated from him forever. i am just so happy that i got to go. so many things happened that i would most likely forget something that went on. all i know for sure is that kids meals at subway and mickey d are good. and katie makes me laugh for 20 straight minutes. and bringing my snowsuit was way more convenient than i though. i still have a lot to think about with my relationship with god and where it is going and what i am going to do about it. i love all my friends and how supportive they were through everything. and getting me out of the pyrimid as soon as i was turning blue; showing that i wasnt getting oxygen. chelsea, kris, liz, kaitlin, trev, blake, nicknick, katiecakes, nick, john[for the back massage], andrew, DOUG[playing me the acoustic stuff; it reminded me of caimbridge. :)], jaime, patrick, whitney, zach, ashleyyyyy, starfire, and everyone else who helped make this weekend amazing. today i stayed home because i needed the sleep and my voice is lost. i cant talk and its killing me. oh well though, right?
♥

alwaysluvinsum1 @ 2005-11-17T22:51:00

2005-11-18T05:51:55Z

me and tks love life sucks. because i think cody is mad at me. :[[
i dont want him to be.
gahhh.
Camp=Tomarrow; IM SO EFFIN' EXCITED. :]] its going to be amazing beyond beliefff. hahah WOOHOO! cept im going to be missing out on hp&a movie marathon that me and tk need to have.
pshhh; whateva though. haha.
the format makes me extremely happy. its unbelievable. undescribable. hahaha. i havent said that foreverr.
it was hoyt and milad and bretts birfdays today. saying happy birthday; i didnt know could make someone so happy. milads a cute kid. he makes me smile going to my dreaded class. haha.
i love everyone right now. weird?
ashley; she gave me a cd today at lunch. im scured to open it. hhaha. i dont even know who it is.also; parissa and amanda took 139 pictures. haha. they have a freak one of me. hahaha. its halarious. shes going to send them to me hopefully. hahahaha. best day. mostly. i guess. ;adlkjf CAMP. :]] wow.
and avaline had a show; i ovbiously didnt go. i wish i could have. but didnt. i hope it was good. i know i would be proud. hell; i am proud. i just wish i could have seen them. i love them so much. <3
my mom bought me a crapload of clothes today. haha. it was fun. for once. and when we went home, we made a spectacular chicken salad sandwich. haha. it was good. :]]]

Good day.

2005-11-16T01:45:12Z

Today was good. Starfire's birthday: 20; Jordie's birthday: 15; ALBERTO'S birthday: 16. I seriously love every single one of them. Yesterday, I came home and slept. It was so wonderful. I can't even describe it. When I woke up, it was 7:20 and I realized I had to go to YoungLife. I freaked out and got ready in 2 minutes. I love the way when I get out of the Corvette, Ashley is like, DAYAMNNNNNN! Who's car is that? And I get out and she says, OH, of course Chelsea gets out of it. It was funny. We froze our booties off last night. And Ash got hives. :[[ So she left to go to the hospital. I didn't see her at school today so I hope she's okay. At Wendy's me and Bethany spilt our kids meal, as usual. But they changed their toys from Teen Titans to something spanish. I don't know. Beth gave me a Jimmy Neutron toy though from somewhere from last week, since I couldn't/didn't go[because of what had happened earlier that day... JP...] and then last night, we got this "PLEASE ASK A YES OR NO QUESTION" thing. So all night we were playing with that. We ended up deciding that the only correct, non-lying answer on that thing is "yes". We came up with that because we asked if God loves us and it came up as a "NO". HAHA. Beth chucked it across the restaurant.
I'm happy with a lot of people in my life right now. I love so many people. I don't know what I would seriously do with out them. They are making me so happy. I think I finally found a group of friends that I can just hang out and not have to worry about them getting caught for doing drugs, getting sexed up, or drinking on the weekends. A lot of people tell me about their weekend and how they just lost their V. More like, they gave it away or someone stole it depending on the situation. I don't mind listening to their weekends and having them say, Chels, you got to go to this next weekend! It's going to be so awesome, free/cheap drugs and alcohol! I just look away. And I can't believe they just asked me that. They should know by now that I don't do that. I laugh at the stories of everyone getting caught, how much fun it is, but I just dont want to be part of that.
Cyd broke up with Eric today. I don't know if it's for real or not. He just said to Brinn at lunch today, I have some juicy stuff. We were like: WHAT?! YES! FINALLY!!!! Haha. Waiting patiently for 2 months for this. The juicy-ness. I felt really bad for him, her breaking up with him over a stupid text. That would seriously suck. But she does it to him ever week. So we don't know if this is for real or not. But I have to admit, mean as it sounds, I'M HAPPY.

CAMP IS IN OMFGZZ! 3 DAYSSSS!!! IM STOAKEDDDD! :]]]]